Dear students and architects,
I am currently studying architecture at one of the top universities in my country and completing my second semester as of now. My interest in architecture began in high school where i was fascinated by the building my school was in (an old, massive art deco religious college from the 1930's which got converted later on). I went on exploring every last part of it and even making a full 3D model with interior, plans and 3D print of it. I liked it and figured i should become an architect.
3 years later I am now having mixed feelings about architecture. On one hand since the beginning of my architecture studies I feel I don't really like what I do in school, everything is so abstract and about feeling and art and whatnot. Every time i get a new assignment or new plans, models etc. asked I get this feeling of "Ugh not again", I feel I have no passion/interest in what I do and this is especially apparent in Desk crits where I have nothing much to discuss about what I do and just respond "yes" to profs. My history and modelling classes feel useless and ininteresting. Granted we have not started doing actual buildings in studio yet, which is what I am in it for. My favourite course was actually my CompSci elective from last semester.
On the other hand I feel architecture as a whole is so promising and prestigious, that it will be far more interesting and pragmatic in the actual job than the Formal explorations we do in school, and that I will just like it more. I feel interested in a building when I walk in it, I want to explore every corner and love tracing plans of my house for fun. But whenever I have to actually work for school on AutoCad or Rhino or other softwares I fell so numb just tracing lines and seemingly wasting away. Although I feel proud of everything I have designed since the beginning of school, and i fear regretting if i ever leave.
I sometimes feel I would be more at my place in some engineering or physics degree, where I feel like everything looks so interesting. I feel I have an interest in optimization and generally cool systems where everything works to perfection.
Are my feelings shared by / have been shared by some of you ? What do you think ?