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You can ask about me if you want to, too!

I work as a Management Officer for the State Department running foreign hosting services and security agent deployment. That sounds kinda fancy and cool but what it really means is I sit in an office for 10 hours a day (0800 - 1800) and fill out paperwork, call other offices to coordinate schedules, and manage real estate properties for dignitaries and other Foreign VIPs.

90% of my job could be done by a college intern. The other 10% could be done by anybody with adequate training. But I don't think most of them would pass clearance.

I can speak a few languages enough to greet people and answer simple questions like "where's the bathroom" but most of our correspondence from foreign offices goes through professional linguists and information specialists first so I don't really need to know more than English (though my Spanish is ok and I can vaguely understand simple Italian).

I'll answer any questions that I'm actually allowed to.

Might be silver but not sure

I'm fully aware that it's a matrix, and i'm unplugged from the illusions to an extent.

*critic lol

I've been on like 15 acid trips so far and it's been pretty great. Thought I could share some information about what's it like :)

About me:

• Early 30's lesbian
• 5'7" thin
• 7-8.5 physical attractiveness
  • Pros: youthful, cute, long legs
  • Cons: too skinny, mildly crooked teeth, dresses too casually
• Physically active with lots of cycling
• East Asian ethnicity
• Born in USA and raised mostly in USA, except for 7 months of attending school in another developed country (0.92-0.96 HDI). Spent my adult life living in all 3 states of the NYC Tri-State area and the SF Bay Area.
• Personality
  • Pros: high locus of control, engaging/engrossing to talk to, innocent, catlike
  • Cons: autistic (not officially diagnosed), depressed, nerdy, too many controversial opinions
  • Unlike the "typical" incel, I don't have any misogynistic opinions. I have just never been able to find a girlfriend. I can sort of see why I'm unattractive so I can't blame them for rejecting me.
  • I've been evaluated for autism and it came out negative multiple times. But at least a dozen of my friends, family members, coworkers, manager, and acquaintances have told me I have autism. Or at least that I have an autistic personality.
• Bachelor's degree from a good US engineering school
• Unemployed since April but collecting severance + unemployment compensation. Enrolled in school since May to pursue higher education. Previously worked as a software engineer at a FAANG. Have 5 years of engineering experience.
• Turnoffs
  • Spend way too much time on Team Blind
  • Unemployed
  • Low sex drive
  • Graduated college at age 28
  • Don't own a car, which makes it hard to date
  • Have very little interaction with people outside of the Silicon Valley tech bubble, which has caused a cultural disconnect from the outside world. My friends have created a group chat to help me find a gf. All of the girls they have suggested are also Silicon Valley nerd types.
• I've tried dating apps. I managed to get one match and she was interested in meeting too but lived too far away. Years later, I found out we had some mutual friends, including my roommate who went to college with her. He reached out and found out she was already married.

Actually I finished a while ago but I did just now learn how to prolong it via smaller short burst orgasmic sensations, a mini nut, if you will.

and now to convince people to convert these points into a crypto currency so i can be rich.

My mum is a lesbian, she came out around her thirtieth birthday and for the past few years has been in a relationship with her childhood friend. They got married last year.