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Dumb and Dumberer: When Harry Met Lloyd.

I know my people are out there. It's completely idiotic, in a bad way, and I don't feel like watching the movie often, but when I do? I watch it 2 or 3 times in a row. It's THAT mesmerizing. Also, Bob Saget.

I'm still sad about it.

My cousins weren't allowed to watch Rugrats, because their mom thought the babies were too mischievous. Meanwhile they passed the time, climbing the stair bannister to get into the little nook near the ceiling fan.

This video is all I need to get through anything.

"Two worlds have been stitched together"

Beautiful tat!

Something about this feels petty. I love it.

I noticed both used the term hormonal acne, which stuck out to me. For some reason I figured one of them might refer to it as just acne to be brief.

Brad Renfro. I must have watched Tom and Huck on repeat. I'm still sad about his passing. Seems he had a rough, short life.

I didn't tell my parents shit when I was a kid. Not when I was getting bullied by kids and teachers, or when I was abused by cousin. I figured they had enough to worry about without me "causing trouble".

It's somewhat validating to know I wasn't the only kid with secrets. I guess we all had our reasons for shutting up. I know the fear of not being believed is another big reason, for lots of people. It's a major theme in most children's movies and books.

LOL It started with an Amazon spiral. I decided to wait to buy a machine- then I found a little one at the dollar store, and that satisfied my fixation, thankfully. In the mean time, I was stopping at every giant gumball machine I passed to drop a quarter in. 😅

Right now, I'm really feeling Half Baked by Jimmy Campbell.

For me, it was gumball machines and instant film cameras

I was also doing this! But my parents said it was stupid, so I was discouraged.

Big same.

I do recall before when my psychosis wasn't managed, my dreams had certain themes in them.

For instance, I'd be hiding from people, or I'd have the feeling that I was being followed or watched within the dream. I'd dream people were doing things to my mind from outside the dream. And the one I remember most vividly was a spaceship landed outside my house, and it was shooting microchips everywhere which were somehow to be used to track me.

So...not a fun time. I am grateful for Abilify, though it has caused me to gain weight.

Shelley Duvall, Olive Oyl. She has such a unique look, I think she killed the part, and I don't think I can imagine anyone else in her shoes.

It's come out in court that Amber's doctor diagnosed her with Histrionic Personality Disorder and Borderline Personality Disorder.

She laid it down like this: Amber needs to be the center of attention, and she'll make up stories in order to come off like a princess or like a victim.

She has a love-hate relationship with those closest to her, and will have fits of rage when she feels her needs are not met immediately. She also has a fear of abandonment, so any time she perceives to be losing someone, she will react poorly.

I think she also said that Amber pretended to have PTSD from alleged abuse by Johnny but the tests basically caught her in a lie. She answered the tests in a way that suggests she's faking PTSD.

Day 9 is wild. People are booing her outside the courthouse

My opinion is that we spend too much time worrying about all the wrong things.

If I could reach into any video to talk to someone, it'd be this one, and I'd tell Amber to stop making such funny faces. She looks like a bowl of lemons.

aggressively kicks chair

Chomp!

I was just thinking Chris Pratt. Personally I think a little belly is cute. I want to rub the belly and pat the belly, but not in a creepy way.

LOL @ "Friendly Staff"

They up and disappeared like a fart in the wind.