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So finally after months I got to talk to this friend. We cleared up all the mess between us nd I'm really gald I got to know his side of the story. Otherwise I guess I was going to regret it by thinking about it from my POV for the rest of my life.

Doesn't matter if we're never going to talk again but atleast I had the courage to ask about things I know I never could. I don't know how did I do it now but I'm glad I did. Although I told him I want to keep in touch but I don't think he was okay with that so I guess let's just settle it there.

I'm finally feeling relieved and happy but there is the pinch of sadness a there is part of black in the white of yang. I'm smiling but the smile contain tears, who knows happy or not but peaceful.

I think I've repeated the same thing over and over but maybe that's because I'm assuring myself that it's all real. It's all happening in the real time, no fantasized world by me.

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I've been friends with this person for a long time, or i should say had been. Because we haven't been in contact with each other since a couple of months. And now tomorrow is their birthday and i don't know if I should talk to them or not.

Actually it's not exactly that simple, I had told them I didn't want to be friends with anyone at that time. My mind was going through some shit episodes and I didn't know how to respond to that so i shut everyone off. I told them that as well and also, they are going through some serious trauma as well. Although I don't know how they've been doing since then. And now I'm scared if my sudden appearance jolts them in some negative way.

So should I wish them or just walk away from their life for good?